Feeling better...

I actually was able to eat a little bit yesterday and started to feel better.  It was a stressful day, mainly because the three girls that were coming over to go to the swim park with Hayley backed out, or so it seemed.  Doug and the kids were about to head to the wave pool when one of the girls contacted her and said she could go.  Hayley cheered up and was so excited, which made me happy, too.  They go to pick the girl up and her mother knew nothing about it!?!  Mom did let her go swimming, but she was not able to spend the night.  THEN, the waterpark ended up closing two hours after they got there for a private party!  They took the friend home and came home, were changing, and the doorbell rang...another of the friends had shown up to spend the night!  So, it worked out that the waterpark closed early after all! :)  Hayley was excited, and it was nice to hear her in there having fun.  They even included Trevor for a few hours, so he was happy and having fun, too...until they kicked him out. lol  Now, we are waiting on the cousins to come over whom we rarely get to see, so Hayley is excited about that.  I am feeling more alive...human...today, so I'm hoping my luck is finally changing and at least physically I can start healing so it will be a little easier to heal emotionally, as well. The light at the end of the tunnel is getting a little brighter every day.